Much Calmer...

Okay, So....Friday I was a bit upset about the prognosis at the doc's office and kinda was a little crazy with a ranting blog. View my last post if you must. I just wanted to thank everyone for their concern and prayers. I am much calmer this weekend. 

Really, things are not that bad. They could always be worse. Sometimes, if even for the briefest of moments, I tend to forget that I am not the only person with problems in the world. Sometimes I just feel so frustrated like my problems are the worse around...How prideful really. By no means do I feel that way. God is teaching me to snap out of it and remember it could always be worse. 

I have been studying Esther in the bible and the underlying theme is God has put us in the place we are in for such a time as this...It got me thinking. I can see the good in all this craziness with my health. Without health problems I would not be able to relate to those I am working with and trying to reach out to with Anthem of Hope. 

I feel like God has placed me in this frustrating situation for a reason. As always I have no idea why but I am learning that I am not the only person struggling. I am not the only person with their share of problems and struggles. I want to be someone who can reach out to others despite the mess of my own life. 

I pray for that today...