My Plans

Sometimes our plans and paths never line up the way we expect them to. Why is that? It is hard to adjust for me. I carry this over into a lot of areas in my life. I have boxes for all of it. How I think it should be...Just wasting my life worrying about it really.

I realized that this carries over into my walk with God. I try to fit God into my plans so many times. I try to get him to conform to me! I hate when I do that. It never turns out right and it is never as rewarding or fun. I decided I need to stop trying to get all of my life to fit into what I want and start living a life that follows Jesus blindly wherever and do whatever He tells me to!

I want to be used by God despite all the craziness going on in my life with my health and other obstacles. Sometimes I think I put them there not God. He allows them to teach me things of course. But I bring this upon myself most times!

I long that my plans are not my own but God's plan for me...