Tuesday, November 18, 2008

We All Fall Down...

Well, today was not a typical day around here. Things were going great and I was so excited to start my day and then I got out of bed. Do you ever feel that way? I left for work early only to hit traffic two exits into my commute that lasted all the way to work. I was now running late so I decided to park on the top deck of the parking structure instead of underground. The top deck of the structure was very icy and I wiped out on my way to door. It was not a pretty sight to say the least. My computer went one way and my work bag went another. I fell right on my back and twisted my ankle. It is a size of a softball.

The worse part was people walking by into work didn't even ask if I was okay or see if I needed help. I was so embarrassed and actually hurt! It changed my whole mood today. It got me thinking about my circumstances and how much I let them dictate my life.

I cried for like an hour after I got to my desk, and sadly, not because I was hurt but because I was lonely. Does that sound strange? Sure I could call my friends or my mom and let her know of the wipe out. Not that they don't care but I felt like I had no one to call. Sometimes the whole going back to being single thing is for the birds. I hate when my circumstances dictate my mood and overall thoughts.

Oh well, tomorrow will be better I am convinced of it!

4 comments:

Zombie said...

That's horrible. I am sorry your day went like that.

Momma said...

Love you friend! Just wanted you to know that!

The Wife said...

hope today was better:)

KayMac said...

I am sorry...for your hurting heart.